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The only good thing to come out of four hours sleep is that I’m too derp to pay any attention to Grief giving me grief.

I’m such a cunt sometimes. Such a horrible, miserable cunt. Fucking cunt.

Grief woke up.

I love how Grief is hiding his malice under ‘friendly advice’. Although what you say makes sense don’t think I trust you for a second.

24. April 2014

I ORDERED MY FUCKING PILLS LAST, MOTHER FUCKING LAST WEDNESDAY AND IT WAS MEANT TO BE WAITING FOR ME TODAY!!! WENT TO PICK IT UP BEFORE WORK AND whoops we don’t have it yet. Check with reception.’ And reception just told me to call this afternoon to see if it’s there yet.

What the fuck am I meant to do?!?! I had a fucking panic attack last night! I was alone on the fucking floor and had to phone a help line crying like a toddler. I need my fucking pills! Are they having a fucking laugh! Fucking ridiculous!!! Are they having a joke with me. Do they think this is just a tiny little phase I’m going through, that I can handle a day without a little pill calming me down? Are they fucking kidding?!?!? I’m doing my part taking pills, taking care of myself, eating and going to therapy. Why can’t they do their part and have my pills ready for WHEN I NEED THEM!!?!??!? FUCK THESE ASS HOLES!!!! GOD DAMN IT!!!!